The story about how I lost Rayan

 I lived in Florida for a few years and then moved to New York City. When I moved to New York I started 4th grade. I met a few people became friends with them and everything was great. But one of those friends that I made was Rayan. He was a tall, skinny and funny person. We became best friends and always hung out during lunch and whenever we could during the school day. We became close and shared a lot of secrets. Then middle school came and we ended up going to the same middle school. We started talking more and more everyday and got even more close. We were inseparable. But 8th grade came along and he caught feelings for me. I can't deny I had feelings for him as well but I didn't want to ruin the friendship that we had going for 6 years. Then one day he confessed his feelings to me and I accepted him. We dated for a while. It was an amazing feeling having your best friend as your s/o. But that didn't last long. Eventually he lost feelings for me and cheated. I didn't find out till 2 months after but I always had a gut feeling that he was. Then when i found out we broke up and I lost my best friend of 6 almost 7 years. The fact that I lost such a good friendship was what hurt me more than the fact that he cheated and we broke up. Although it did break my heart I was more upset and mad at myself for loosing my best friend of almost 7 years. So I'd just like to give a friendly reminder to not date your best friend cause you'll never know if you will last and you will put your years of friendship in jeopardy. 

That is the end of my story of how I lost my best friend Rayan. 

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